Ndaqonda ukuba umzimba uphila ngokwesiqhelo. Ukhumbula indlela esihlala siphila ngayo, kwaye ekuhambeni kwexesha uqala ukuyigcina ngokuzenzekelayo.

Ukususela ekuqaleni kobomi, umzimba ungena kwiimeko ezithile: indlela yokuziphatha, indlela yokuphila, into omawuyilindele kwixesha elizayo. Ukuba le mvelaphi izaliswe kukudinwa, ixhala, ukungakwazi ukulala, kunye "nemfuneko" yangaphakathi engapheliyo, umzimba uyayamkela kancinci kancinci le nto njengesiqhelo kwaye uqala ukuhamba ngendlela yokuwohloka. Hayi kuba "yenzelwe" ukwenza njalo, kodwa ngenxa yokuba le meko sele iqhelekile.

Kodwa umzimba unako ukuziqhelanisa nezinye izinto. Xa ubuthongo, ukuhambahamba, ukutya okunesondlo, ukuthula, kunye nokubuyiselwa kwempilo kuba yinto eqhelekileyo, uqala ukuxhasa ubomi. Ayisiyiyo nje into yokubakho, kodwa uzive unamandla, uhlaziyekile, kwaye unamandla angaphakathi.

Naluphi na utshintsho olutsha lufuna umgudu ekuqaleni. Iintsuku ezimbalwa zokuqala zezona zinzima: umzimba uyaxhathisa kuba inkqubo endala sele iqhelekile kwaye iziva ikhuselekile. Kodwa ukuba ugcina indlela ekhethiweyo ixesha elide, ukumelana kuyabuthathaka, kwaye ukugcinwa ngokuzenzekelayo kuyaqala.

Oku kwenzeka ngokutya okunesondlo, ukuzila ukutya, ukuzilolonga, nokuphumla. Kufana nokuba sithulula isikhunta esitsha: ekuqaleni, sithambile kwaye siyaguquguquka, kodwa emva koko siyaqina kancinci kancinci. Emva koko umzimba ngokwawo ugcina oko kuye kwaba yimeko yawo eqhelekileyo, eqhelekileyo.

Ngale ndlela, singathi umzimba awucwangciswanga kube kanye. Ulandela indlela esiyiphindayo. Kwaye ukuba siphila ixesha elide ngokwaneleyo kwimeko yamandla, ukuvuselelwa, kunye nokuzinyamekela, umzimba uqala ukuqhubeka uhlaziyeka endaweni yokuwohloka.

UYuri Gorlov